The
Dark
Sun

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The way he looks,
Everything is just too dark.

• Be his light
• Cover his eyes

It was started like this. . .

Pierre Ejvind Bærtelsen, the first son of Bærtelsen family and the older brother of Anneline Ejvind Bærtelsen. 6 years in age difference, Anneline was grow without her family's love. It's unfortunate, but the sibling manage to live under an orphanage. For their parents completely throwing them away, living with their own new family.

Pierre is simply a decent boy when he was in school. Doesn't stands out too much, either in academic or popularity standards. However, thanks to his good looking figure, there are quite a lot of girls who's falling for him. Ended up rejected by his cold nature. Though he wasn't the smartest student back then he always comes in top ranks if it's about science moreover, biology. When he was enrolled in college, there, he isn't only got the women's eyes. But also, other guy's eyes.

Then there, for the first time Pierre found his one and only love. He was his roommate. A very kind hearted and a literal sunshine. He also enrolled in same degree as him. At first, Pierre wasn't very attached to him. But as time slowly flies, he can't help but to fall for him. They formed a relationship, become an undivided lovers. . . even until they graduate.

For time being, they stayed at a low price apartment. Enough for them to stay, while they seeking for a job. It was difficult years for them, since they only could live as a part-timer job and it wasn't their passion at all. Two years living a hard life and finally it's time for them to stand up. Pierre finally got a proper job, although it's quite unexpected but he got a job as a forensic pathologist. The salary is quite high, beside he have to pay his sister's college, rent, and other miscellaneous things. He was naturally good at this, although he isn't very skilled at deduction at first. . . he slowly learns it. It makes his career goes up pretty quick, since he is also a quick learner.

But it was a beginning of destruction for Mihael, Pierre's boyfriend. He still, didn't get a job and it's started to get silent when Errie wasn't around anymore. He ended up alone and all the pressure just makes him hard to breathe. Ended up drinking in mass amount, making him an alcoholic before Pierre could notice it. It was also unknown when and how could Mihael possibly entered a mafia gang. Makes him directly involved in some crimes such as drug dealer and even murderer. Totally change the man who's a sun and a literal happiness into such an oblivion person. The way he treated Pierre is also different, he is longer sees him as lover but only as a tool.

Beaten him up when he is mentally unstable, use him for his pleasure, and keep threatening Pierre to hurt his little sister if he refuse his order. It's not like Pierre can't fight against him, it's not like he can't call the police for everything that he has been done, but Pierre still loves him as the Mihael that he used to be with. That always makes him happy, that he can't imagine to live without him. He stays silent, even though he have to cover all the autopsy result of his murder cases. He have to bear all the pain and vain, for he still love him at it best.

And yet. . . it's another difficult year for him. It's already miserable, knowing that his house is filled with alcohol, it's all messy, he can't rest properly. Moreover. . . he have to heard another problem that struck him like a truck. Anneline, his sister was impregnated. However, her boyfriend doesn't care about that and choose to leave her instead. She is still in college, she doesn't want to kill the baby either. It's hard for her and from there she began to live with Pierre since she doesn't had any places to come. At first, Pierre was hesitated. How could he allow his sister to live with. . . his boyfriend? But he can't make his sister to live alone as well.

From there, Anneline finally knows how hard it must be for her brother. So far, she acknowledged him for his happy life. But she is wrong. They are pretty much in same position, even it is harder for Pierre. Since Anneline was there. . . it's makes Pierre feel better already. To be able seeing her face, her smile, and beautiful soft voice. It's a lot better, more better when another beautiful person born. Alana Ejvind Bærtelsen. She was there as an angel, it makes both Pierre and Anneline at their peace to see her adorable face.

Except for one person, of course.

Mihael, wasn't happy for that. He can't stand the noise, at all. To the point angered him. He totally lost it when the little and innocent Alana cried at midnight. Disturbing his sleep and it makes him. . . goes on rampage.

"Why. . .? Why are you doing this to me, dear God?"

Anneline Ejvind Bærtelsen, 20 years old, was found dead with a 28 stab wounds on her stomach. Alana must be have fortune goddess with her, for she's save after stayed under a pillow. It was lucky for Pierre to be at home, around 20 minutes later. For the very first time ever in his life, he cried, he let out his desperate screams. Over the cold and soulless body of his sister after he called for an ambulance to come. When the ambulance take care of her and Alana, there Pierre have a talk with Mihael. He screams, he snapped him, asking why he did that to his only one wish. It's just not coming for her, don't hurt her, and yet he's killing her instead.

"Take care of her body for me, my sweet honey Errie."

It's frustrate Pierre so much. It's angered him. So much, and there he decide to fight him back. Since Anneline related to Pierre, he wasn't able to do the autopsy all by himself. And so, his senior, who truly care for Pierre is the one who did it. Along the process, Pierre almost know. . . everything about the flaws that Mihael would leave. His crime. . . to hid everything that Mihael has done were known by his senior. However, he choose to remain silent since he really do care for Pierre. For his poor life. . . for his unfortunate fate.

The police, won't do much thing since Mihael would clear the traces. But he can't clear the traces on the dead body, that's why he asked Pierre to do that for him. Now, after the result comes out. . . the police immediately comes after Mihael. It was 28 stab wounds. Moreover he also try to kill a baby. The other crimes, such as drug dealer and other illegal job was also discovered by the court. And so. . . Mihael was sentenced to death.

Pierre Ejvind Bærtelsen. . . lives on in grief and guilt. He blame himself for the death of Anneline and Mihael. For he can't do much and anything to prevent that, for he was too naïve and silly. He can't bear all the pain anymore, hence he still had Alana. . . a reason for him to keep alive. If she wasn't there, he probably already killed himself for now.

It took him five years to completely overcome it, another five years for recovery. A good thing to know, Alana is now live with her new family. Who truly loves her and care for her. Pierre can't fully take care of her since he always work at night.

And now. . . he still hard to forgive himself even though he already choose to keep living. All alone, with his own mind and heart. . . spending his almost old time with only good things to come.

He's all
scattered

What would you do?

• Gather him by pieces
• Stitches everything
• Let him be a dust

Everything. . . .

Could it be worse. . . or could he be forgiven?

Truly, honestly, always. . .

Giovan Xander Amadeo

Their meetings... are truly coincidence. However, the moment he encounter Giovan's eyes... there is something inside him. Struggling, as if it's tormented his chest, something about this man... something inside him, there is something he wanted to know.

Before he know it, before he could realize it... he slowly change him. Errie, is deeply fall in love with him. The stronger he wanted to discover Giovan's true self, the more he's getting away from him. It's confuses him, yet he needed Giovan more than anything. He wanted to save him. From the deepest darkness, he wanted to pull him out of it.

However... if fate said they aren't destined to be together, if fate said they have to stand on their own path right now. Even though it's tortures his inside for not being able to hold him anymore...

He will stay within his heart.

• Errie, is the nickname that Mihael gave to him. Until this very moment, he still use it.
• He really loves dolphin. He even considered to marry a dolphin instead.
• Although his boss tends to treat him as /special/ he never took any advantage of it. However, this also lead some people throwing jealousy. Ended up staying intact.
• Errie is a semi-asexual, demiromantic. He also quite strict with his sex activities, for example, he never allowed himself having sex unless he is truly into that certain person. When their bonds are strong enough.
• He is a Catholic. Not a devote one, but he always attend the regular prayer no matter what.
• Never picky when it comes to food. That's why he doesn't have any favourite or least food. However, his tongue doesn't suit sweet taste. It's not like he dislike it, but he can't eat a lot of sweets.
• His typical music is Classic and Indie. When he isn't in right state, he would hear Rock.
• His favourite sports are running and boxing. No wonder why he is good at punching people.